Have you ever thought of suicide?
When suddenly, you have no idea what to do with your life. You’re so emotionally drained and depressed that you believe that it’s the only way of taking away the pain. You’re thinking, “Who would care anyway? Life would be better off without me anyway.” & No matter how much you want to kill yourself, you make a second thought about it and not go through with it. But then once you think about all the negative things again, you do? It’s just a thought/feeling I can’t explain.
I’ve drifted away from a lot of people.
I didn’t intentionally do it but it just kinda happened. I lost communication with certain friends, and I became more independent. I’m just trying to look out for myself now. Trying to not get attached to certain people because it might hurt me in the future. Sure life’s about taking risks but theres also a point in life where you get tired of getting hurt. Tired of trying. Just tired of everything. I’m just trying to live life happily.
When school is out for the summer.
AT FIRST:
BUT THEN:









